But that will be my external locus of control talking :/
I've been feeling more and more like my life is running out. Because, I'm nearly 16, and everyone expects me to suddenly grow up.
I am a child. If I had my way, I'd stay a child forever.
I wish I could.
But, also, I want to change, everyday, I feel like changing. But I never do. maybe this should be the chance for me to change, not just because people expect me to, or other people want me to, but because I want to do it for myself. I want to give myself a fighting chance at life.
At least, that's what I hope to achieve. So, right now. I'm going to put a playlist on on facebook and start tidying my room up a lil bit. More organised. That'll be my new year's resolution. No, that'll be my growing up resolution. <3
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